i dont know where this is going.
i cannot predict the future.
all i can say is that i have a fantastic feeling.
i feel brand new.
humbled. broken and destroyed.
i arise from my own wreckage to be a better me.
looking around, i see all that i have accrued over the past few years: nothing.
therefore, i have nothing to lose.
i can only go up.
wait, i lied.
i did gain something.
a peace of mind.
finally.