...

i'm pretty angry.
not quite infuriated...yet.

but well beyond pissed.

angrier than i previously thought.
and emotionally disconnected.
so much so that nothin i've written recently has been...even decent.

i can blame plenty of things.
but i wont.
i wont blame nothing more than my own stupidity, needy nature and inquisitiveness.

grey clouds have shown themselves.
and the sun has made its leave.
i have nothing left.
but this anger that runs me.