void.

i owe you an update.
much has transpired. but i haven't the words just yet.
nor the strength.

i find that i have motivated some to start blogs.
i love that i can share something so intimate with those close to me.
it makes me smile that others can vent in such a way that has helped me through so many years.

hum.
i'd like to say that the sun i rising...but i fear that as soon as i let the thought escape my day will end.

i havent fully unpacked.
so my room is cluttered. and i cant relax. yet alone focus.
but im alive. and somewhat well. in a place i never wanted to see again.
sacrifices must be made.
hopefully...i will finally meet success and can bid failure adieu.