pimpin is easy.

i awake in an unfamiliar place. but im comfortable. im relaxed.

i met a woman last night. i believe she was 21 or 22. she stated that she loved fucking skinny guys.
"they're easier to ride."
she knew i was listening. she even smiled at her friend while saying so.
and i realized, "i could lay her on the floor right now and fuck her until her boyfriend comes to get her."
i was tempted to do just that. but i refrained.

my mind takes me back to the mall where i was just hours before hand.
it reminds me of all the women (and men =/) that stared me down as i passed them.
and...i got annoyed. so annoyed that i took a few numbers with me.

i left the mall with a total of eight numbers...some of which belonged to two girls...and more of which wanted to "hang out"that night..within that hour.
then it hit me: being single is too easy. i can grab any female out of the mall...fuck them...send them home to their men..and do it again. whenever i want.

most men would love to live like that..we all know i'm not most men. i enjoy the challenge of a relationship. the fights. the love. the emotions. i miss it. i've been single for 3months. and i'm bored already.

and though i could be with somebody...right now...i know i'm not ready. i'd kill the relationship before it even got off the ground. comparing them to her. hell, i do it now.
and even with all her flaws...she still manages to topple most of the competition.

and yet.
enter the real potential. the two i believe can really stand their ground and produce a relationship that could match the one i was in.

i'm going to mGm today. should be fun.
where all the hoes at.?