Saturday, November 15, 2008

"have my money"

its a line often used in movies as a joke or a prelude to death for the one in debt. i've never heard this line used seriously in the real world...

until yesterday

now, the walking vagina who birthed me has recently decided to strain my life further by forcing me to pay rent.100$ a month. no, its not a lot of money considering how much i make BUT for someone who has met all of their requirements (maintaining a job and staying in school) the rent just seems like another way to make me want to kill them. i paid my landlord $25 last week, just to shut her up. i think this confused her into thinking that i will be paying her weekly because she texted me "[...]and have my money."
i had to read it twice
i laughed at the ignorance of this woman who i once respected.

i find it disheartening that all of my friends have pretty good relationships with their parents. my girlfriend has acknowledged her mother as her bestfriend, Amber and her mother ARE best friends, JayJ and his father are almost one in the same, Kolen and his mother do almost everything together. i'm the only one who i know that has to pay rent, put gas in the truck he uses, has to ask to go somewhere and all this other shit but cant sit and ask for advice.

i hate my family. period

lately, one song keeps popping up on my iPod. i loved it when i first heard it, i love the video, and it fits for the moment. "Whose gonna save my soul now?" by Gnarls Barkley.



"are you listening to me?"
"...no."
thats my favorite part.