Thursday, July 3, 2008

picked mind

my family has decided that it was a good idea to sign us up to go see a shrink...as a family. i keep hearing that it will be good for all of us. it will allow me to really express my sincere disdain for my stepfather. but, not only do i feel no need to let these people understand my feelings, i also think its entirely too late. i am soon to be moving out. mending any "bond" with the moore family wont matter. especially since i do not plan on hearing from them once i leave.
when im gone im gone

i keep hearing:
"Tarrance, you're not a villain. so why would you call yourself that"
only villains have the dark thoughts that i do. i watch a lot of cartoons and in each one the villain has much time to develop. i match well with each of them. it was either that or "diary of an anti-hero" and that doesn't sound cool at all.
i am the one who walks towards the shadows instead of basking in the sun. the one who watches the lighting rather than run. i am the dark character of your favorite book. and i enjoy it.

so this is nineteen

some birthday

1 comment:

Meanshots22 said...

i feel u. everytime i watch a show or a movie i relate more to the villian as well. call me cocky but i always related more to Newyork on flavor of love. i guess im a villian to